Set in Stone, Chapter 21.
“The harpe,” Wickham continued, “is from Thessaly. Genuine article, or near enough—the provenance becomes murky past a certain point, but the metal has the correct properties. You will transform—I shall observe from a safe angle—and then I shall collect what I need. The process should take no more than a quarter of an hour.”
“And if I refuse?”
He smiled at her. It was a kind smile, almost regretful. “My dear Miss Bennet, you misunderstand. I am not asking you to transform. I am going to make you transform. There is a difference.”
He took a step toward her.
Elizabeth did not move.
“The Darcy girl,” Wickham said, conversationally, “was terrified at the end. I had not intended that—it was an unfortunate escalation. But fear does serve admirably as a catalyst, and I learned a great deal by observing her.” He took another step. “You are afraid now, I think. Or you will be in a moment.”
He was between her and the stairs. The parapet was at her back. The drop behind her was perhaps forty feet to the base of the tower, where the ground sloped away toward the village. The festival lights were visible through the gaps in the stonework: small and golden and distant.
She was not afraid.
She had walked up here believing Lydia was in danger. She had left the house without telling anyone because she had believed a man who pointed mobs at frightened women had taken her sister and she had believed him.
Wickham lunged.
It was clumsily done. He kept his face averted, his gaze fixed somewhere past her left shoulder, and the movement had the uncoordinated quality of a man trying to startle a horse. He raised the harpe as he came, not to strike but to threaten, and made a sound low in his throat that might have been meant to be menacing.
Elizabeth felt something she had felt before, distantly, in dreams she could not hold: a sensation like a door opening inside her chest. But this time she did not slip sideways out of herself. This time she was entirely present as the night air turned sharp and cold against her skin and the stones beneath her feet seemed to hum with a frequency she could feel in her teeth.
She lunged forward.
Wickham made a startled sound. She saw his eyes widen as he jerked the harpe up between them, no longer threatening but defensive, a panicked flinch…and then she felt the edge of it graze her mouth, a thin bright line of pain across her lower lip, and she shoved him.
He went backward off the parapet without a sound.
She was aware, in some part of herself that was still thinking in words, that she was changing as he fell, that the shove and the transformation were happening in the same moment, that she had pushed him and then become the thing he had prepared for, in that order. The fury came first. What followed was simply what she was.
She heard him hit the ground.
The sound was wrong. Not the wet heavy impact of a body but something harder: a sharp crack, and then a series of smaller sounds like pottery shattering, and then nothing.
The festival music continued below, unconcerned.
Elizabeth stood at the edge of the parapet, breathing hard. She tasted the metallic tang of blood in her mouth. The night air moved across her face and shoulders and she understood, with a clarity that was both distant and immediate, that her hair was not her hair anymore, that its strands moved and twisted with their own desires.
She did not turn her head.
Below her, at the base of the tower, there were small pale shapes scattered across the ground that had been a man a moment ago.
Footsteps on the stairs, quick and uneven. Someone was taking the broken steps faster than was safe in the dark.
She turned.
Darcy straightened at the top of the stairwell, breathing hard, and looked directly at her.
His expression went through something—recognition, then comprehension, then a kind of resigned understanding that looked almost like relief—and then his face went still and his eyes went blank and he became, between one heartbeat and the next, a man-shaped piece of stone standing on the top step with one hand still braced against the tower wall.
The transformation was retreating. She felt it leaving her the way warmth leaves a room when a fire goes out: not all at once but in stages, the night air turning ordinary again, the hum in the stones fading to nothing. Her hair was her hair. Her face was her face.
Darcy remained as he was: stone, silent, his hand still braced against the wall, his eyes still fixed on the space where she had been a moment before.
Elizabeth wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. It came away red.
She looked at Darcy—at the stone version of him, standing on the top step—and then at the tower around her and the village below and the small scattered pieces at the base that would not be walking away, and understood with perfect clarity what she would have to do next.
She crossed the space between them. The stone was cool under her hands when she touched his face. Limestone, she thought distantly. Or marble. Something pale. He had come up the stairs fast enough to catch the last edge of her transformation and it had cost him everything and he had done it anyway, and now he was standing here not-breathing while the festival continued below and Lydia was somewhere eating sausages and Wickham was in pieces and none of it was fixable by wanting it fixed.
She looked at the blood on her hand.
Then she leaned forward and pressed her mouth to his.
